Half: W

the blower's daughter - damien rice
and so it is
just like you said it would be
life goes easy on me
most of the time
and so it is
the shorter story
no love no glory
no hero in her skies
i can't take my eyes off of you
and so it is
just like you said it should be
we'll both forget the breeze
most of the time
and so it is
the colder water
the blower's daughter
the pupil in denial
i can't take my eyes off of you
did I say that I loathe you?
did I say that I want to
leave it all behind?
i can't take my mind off of you
my mind'til I find somebody new


究竟 blower 係乜水？佢個女又做乜？
做乜個 dancer 成身都係粉？做乜成班人晌個地度 luen 來 luen 去....？
一頭霧水，仍然感動
暫停思考，把心靈大字型的攤放在地上，它們會自動飛進來觸摸你
我不知道它們是什麼，或許是一些電波

角色是 lighting designer 的時候，怎能再專心看 performance？
提心吊膽的，dsm go cue 好像早了一秒...board operator 今天好像有點遲鈍...鄰座的觀眾睡著了，會不會是我的 light cue 太暗？.....
帶著無可救藥的 technical / operational 的負擔
原來的感動幾乎完全消失

最後一次看這隻舞
牽掛 lighting 的同時也很心酸
因為不捨

從痛苦中成長，人會變得更強